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Pick Me Up

from Soul Crushing by Tucker Osman

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I'm in love. No, it isn't as good as it sounds. There's regret every time my heart pounds when you're near, but I don't want to hear the truth anymore. And I've tried so damn hard to go back to where I was before all of this, but you broke me, and I broke myself. Fell to far. Now my ego is spilled in the back of my car, and I wish I felt pain... but I never let me feel. Pick me up. I just want you to pick up your phone. I just want you to see I'm alone with my thoughts, and all I can think is I'm a mess. And I tried not to blame you for this, but I also tried hard not to care what you did. But you made me feel like a kid. I went home, even though I hate being alone (although there isn't much difference because I'm never with you - it's like I'm just #2). And I tried to change myself, but I couldn't decide what I wanted to be like. I was changing for you, but you felt nothing new! I wish I could make all of this right, but it hurts too much to see you live your life. Well, I'm just trying to live mine. So, don't pick me up. I don't want you to pick up your phone. I don't want you to see I'm alone with my thoughts. And all I can think is I'm a mess, and I tried not to blame you for this, but I also tried hard not to care what you did, but you made me feel like I'm in love. But it turns out that that wasn't enough.

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from Soul Crushing, released September 25, 2020

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Tucker Osman Chicago, Illinois

Tucker thought writing his Spotify bio was hard, but for some reason it's so much harder on Bandcamp. What do you want to know? He's a software engineer in Chicago that occasionally makes music and videos. He has too many hobbies and this is one of them. Send help. This is Tucker speaking. ... more

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